I went for a much needed out of town retreat and shopping. I did not elaborate or told anyone where I went and what I did. They don't have to know and I need my privacy. It was an amazing day to knowing myself again.
I have opened my eyes to a more truthful way of dealing and embracing my reality. I know what to get rid off and avoid and am more clear now whom to trust or love more...or not. I am delighted of my questioning and fighting for things I don't agree with. There are situations and perceptions that is against my taste and liking. I know what to do now.
It is liberating when I learned that I don't have to go with the flow that is against my grain. I am my own woman... I shall dance in my own music and not be swayed by others selfish motives.
I am dedicating my life to learning something new everyday. I will leave what doesn't work. I am happy to let go off my insecurities and be the woman i really am.
A retreat for body, mind and spirit is the best thing I have done for myself in a long time. It is a great weekend of accepting, analyzing and renewing of me. I am more powerful than i thought I was and am exercising that spirited hopeful stronger woman's walk to a better reality and future.
I am, afterall, my own and only real person to really believe in.
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