Consciousness saves me from being angry  and holding me back. I am not easily angered by anything anymore. I am happy to be back where I was...when i had no care of the pain that other peoples action triggered in me. It is all but negative energy. The pain could be felt but my dealing with it drains it out as quickly it surfaces.
It is more love  openly and generously. Ego is not a thing I partner with and nurture and it is an amazing everyday experience.
I laugh off the the things that i see then that would have been an offence of others to the pride and ego that is just taking precious space in my spirit.
I am  in the process of being genuinely mature spiritually. I am still in the journey and the releasing of fear releases the  true joy  i  love dancing with.