Since last night, my mind is flexing to such extent that I slept at 3am. Thinking how to be better everyday that a switch of deliverance came up with me, changing my words and saying from I am going to or I will rather than I have to. How a much more positive spin in acknowleging of what I may have to do can be a clearer and rewarding task if taken masterfully as something that is a matter of honor and pride.
I have to go to work to I am going to work
I have to do the laundry to I will do the laundry
I have to clean up to I will clean up
I have to say sorry to I will say sorry
I have to think about it to I will think about it
Now !That sound more assertive, assuring,and commanding to my own self respect and authority! It feels more of a spoken promise to fulfill and accomplish what needed to happen. This I can do, not just think if I should or can do. I just have to say it, practice it and live by it everyday so I can be a lovelier person for me in the midst of all those "I will..." things to do.
The snowstorm bombarded Toronto at 2 am and I was awake, curious and sublime. My thoughts learned to be smarter and mature to survive it's own stormy ordeals in life.It was such a revelation that awakened my deeper higher intelect to come out of the ordinary thinking from ordinary resolve.
Today the snowstorm is pounding the glass wall of my store and I am smiling with hope and renewd energy that this ,too , like my lame excuses and self-pity, shall pass.
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